How are you doing?
Good, I hope
I wanted to share a small snippet in time
And you were there………
Well at least in my thoughts
The room was dark
And my eyes were closed
My palms rested against the brim of my forehead
And I couldn’t stop thinking of you
I had a dumb little grin
And I knew this was better than any dream I could imagine
I find the world very confusing and chaotic.
I think it’s because my mind is very literal and logical.
I have a hard time understanding.
Why anyone. Anywhere.
Would do that.
But then again.
I don’t quite understand.
What I mean by that.
- Mom: do you ever want to get married?
- Me: eww No
- Mom: so no grandchildren?
- Me: No, but you'll get grand-kittens
- Mom: ............
honestly so scared that tonight will be the night that I do it. I’m either offing myself or relapsing fml.
I just want mindless sex, cuddles with good movies and good music and the occasional deep conversation, is that too much to ask for? Because no one is willing to give this to me.